Shelter, The xx

Hidding in myself, trying to look into the deepest of all things

to figure out where did it go wrong... again.

Drowning in emotions to strong to bare,

hoping to see something clear in me.

I don't.

Nothing I see is clear, everything looks foggy and uncertain.

And now?...

I don't know.

And not knowing is painfull, so hard to handle I feel like I'm drowning...

... in myself, melting, disappearing...